I forgot how much I love reading. One of my goals for 2014 was to read a book a month. I’m ahead of schedule with 5 down. It feels awesome.
Thank you for this. Funny how we are all connected.
Life is the best. And also THE WORST sometimes. Today was just one of those days where a dark cloud was seriously hovering over me. I was feeling exhausted by the fact that I have to shave my legs and comb my hair. Like taking care of personal hygiene is just so fucking daunting. Most days I can flip the switch to turn my mind off and somehow bravely face every boring monotonous work day because I know what I am working towards. Today was not one of those days. The bullshit was just too hard to ignore. I was also fighting with my boyfriend. But in my head, you know? He wasn’t doing anything except being his normal mellow gentle self but I want him to be something he’s not. Because I’m mad that I want to be something that I’m not. I get tired of struggling and pushing against the tide. So tired that I am bothered by combing my hair. Sometimes it really does feel like my life is unfolding in a way that is strangely familiar. I’ve seen this plot before. Are we all walking around like this?! UGH. But at the end of the day, your lover will greet you at the door with a great big hug and kisses even though you really have been kind of jerk and don’t deserve it. And there is Belgian beer and thai food and nail polish and Matthew McConaughey so it gets better.